Transvestia

two experiences I have reported here.

So these two experiences combined have brought me to what I consider the ultimate in FP expression. There is nowhere to go from here anymore than there is anywhere for a GG to go but to continue being a GG. This will rouse the disagreement of those who feel that there is always something further (usually meaning surgery) but I can't be bothered with them. I could get no more gender expression out of life after such surgery than I can right now. The only virtue of female genitals is that they permit the reception of a male organ and as I have no desire for such a relationship there is no point in such surgery. I am not a "female trapped in a male body" as the TSS say. Rather I am a woman (gender not sex) using a male body to get around in like one might use an automobile to go to different places and experience new things.

These two experiences - the nude weekend and the wearing of my own hair have combined to give me the final knowledge and assurance of who I am, where I'm at and where I'm going. I'm very fortunate as not many people (TV and non-TV alike) learn these things for certain about themselves. A friend asked me today if I would go back to Charles or let him die away. I told him that there would undoubtedly be business occasions when I would have to be Charles but for my own purposes why should I? I told him that masculinity had nothing new to offer me, I've been that route. all the way. Femininity on the other hand is daily providing new experiences, feelings and insights, so why should I change back. There are really no inducements. There is practically nothing of importance that Charles can do that I cannot do as Virginia, so what good is he to me? I won't kill him off, I'll just hold him in reserve against the day when I may need the more aggressive, sharp and alert strengths of masculinity. Besides, it's his turn to be locked in a box and hidden away like he did to me for years. Let him find out what it's like to be the "Boy Within."

PROBLEMS OF AN AGING TV

To give my hands that female class I pluck the hairs most every day

But hairs, I find are like crabgrass They never seem to go away. · Conny (32-V-2) FPE